After a month of being pushed away for family, no calls, at the maximum 3 texts every other day, not seeing eachother, not showing an ounce of care or compassion, I’m finally fed up.
I used to be the person who couldn’t hold a grudge. Someone would write or say something bad about me yet a week later I would care less. However this time it’s as if I was being tested. Yet it’s finally coming down to this. Not even a single minute can be spared for me. I try to talk but you are always busy or too tired or are going to bed cause you have an early morning. Even with us on the line you don’t give a fuck. I don’t get any good morning texts or late night calls. I haven’t kissed you in a month let alone even see you! No more web cams or no more texts. Even when I was sick you didn’t once check up on me unless I had to forceaby start the conversation. The worst part is I did nothing to deserve this. A week after getting serious you pull this shit. And to a guy who was not even given a girl a chance for over a year due to commitment issues. I have no one to talk to so to you tumblr I vent. I am fucking pissed. This barely made me feel better at all and I know you are probably going to be told to read this by one of your friends you would rather hang with than me making you too busy. All I can say to you is I don’t care. This is what happens when you ignore my texts and go to bed leaving me pissed. Congradulations, the last person to make me pissed was my dad and a whole was punched in my wall. I have no idea what I’m going to do now…
